I haven’t blogged in the past week because I really don’t know what to say anymore.
I don’t really have anything positive to say. Which isn’t good. In saying that, blogging for me is about writing my feelings down, getting things off my chest, and trying to sort my head out. So I guess because this is my blog. I can write negative stuff if I like. Way to bring everyone down, no?
A few weeks ago Matt started working here. He’s awesome, I have to admit, he is what is keeping me happy at work. This sounds kinda… Odd.. But I would have some serious anger management issues if he didn’t keep me happy. He makes some pretty awesome jokes. I have to admit. I am a friggen flirt. But I’d never take it further then that.
Along with Matt coming along, I found out we’re getting underpaid… Well, I already knew this. I just didn’t know how much by. Atm the minimum wage is around $12.75 / hr. Apparently we’re getting paid about $8.something / hr. I didn’t realize it was so bad. I am defiantly looking for a job for the next season. One that has less hours (Which won’t really happen because it IS dairy farming), or one which has a bigger salary. You know.. Minimum wage and all. Sigh.
I’m on my time off right now (11 on, 3 off). It’s Monday and I’m not sure what I’m going to do. I am deffo going to get a pedicure. My feet are killing me. I give up on trying to save. My feet some first. They feel all puffy and argh. It’s a little hard to walk. I may also get a hair cut / color. I need to pamper myself. The last time I did was for Jareds formal. Which was last… October? Yesh.
I guess that’s all for now. Well, I’ll casually slip in that I nearly broke up with Jared because of his stupid computer. I was serious. He spent to much time on it. I was sick of being put second to a computer and it was effecting my depression way to much. Now I text before I call so he has time to get off the PC, and he’s band from playing it while I’m at his house. He’s only allowed on it to check movies and weather. UNLESS I’m watching tv / reading a book. Then it’s OK, as long as I’m occupied.
So we’re going OK right now I guess. Today after he finishes Uni we might go to the movies, then on Tuesday we’ll come back to mine and I’ll get some much needed.. attention. 
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